My Life as Garfield:)

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2009-12-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

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Fortunate = Flying

2009-09-12T00:09:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl :) just came back from malaysia .
HMM after this trip i realise something, i am really fortunate....... after seeing all the people living on kay loong.(dunno how spell) living without a goal, day by day..... in the poorest condition.... i realise that i am very fortunate to have all these.... my good friends always there... no matter wat happen , they always be there.... i got this feeling that i really missed out the whole 2009 of my life, with so many things i need to face and think about..... i neglected a lot of people..... i was to stubborn..... i neglecte my work..... and i really neglect my dreams for things, i didnt wanna to face..... now ... regrets..... i am truthly sorry to really some people(not mentioning here) but deep inside you , you will noe... and i really want to thank those boys at malaysia who opened up my eyes to the actual world... the place where i feel pain and i will get tired of working in....

I was really inspire when i ask them this question and they replied this
Melvyn: Hmmm, have you all think of what to do when you all are grown up or in a few years, like what is your goal.
Malaysia boys: No , when dun have goals.....(Long pause) but i want to grow up to have one... no matter how long it takes... to fly....

And i feel a sense of warmth..... what is my dreams? tad is the answer:)

Dead.....

2009-08-23T00:30:00.005+08:00

Hey to those who still got come here...... i remember saying i will delete this blog:) but i just cant delete this blog, maybe is just too much happy memory to me, i was ready to delete , but as my curoser move to the button , i dindt press it, .... cause i realise tad this is the only glimpse of light i can see thru the past, so this is like a picture to me..... past is always beautiful.... the kind of time where you just get to noe tad there is some one there.... but things changes ... some things can seems to stay as u wan... maybe is how u change it but, u didnt noe.... if i could make myself turn back to how i was... i will go for it.. but i realise, this is wat u have done, u cant change it , only facing it and solve it.... wat u have lied u have.... some things u just have to brush it....

YEA indeed, i have faith, in him... however, there is jsut too much confusing things going on.... for all i noe, i missed it, if i could turn back time, i think i would cherish eery second of it, and not causing this again... because the thought of losing 9sss is unbearable..... is far too important, changing take time they say... it take courage and support i can say... i failed.... i falied as anything, in fact i failed in everything........ tad leaves sucide? i duuno tad is wat i mean by confuse.... IMY it is just too Inevitable

The last post

2009-04-08T02:00:00.009+08:00

Hey ppl, guess you noe my blog dead :) but is ok , this will be he last post :), i will remove my blog W.E.F. 19.4.09:).

This post is a poem i have change it to suit my feeling :) enjoy.

I grieve, and dare not show my discontent;
I love, and yet am forced to seem to run;
I do , yet dare not say i ever meant;
I seem stark mute, but inwardly do prate.
I am , and not; I Freeze and yet am burned,
Since from myself another self i turned.

My care is like my shadow in the sun---
Follows me flying, flies when i pursue it,
Stands, and lies by me, doth what i have done;
His too - familiar care doth make me rule it.
No meansi find to rid him from my chest,
Till the end of things it be supprest.

Some gentler passion slide into my mind,
For i am soft, and made of melting snow;
Or be more cruel, love, and so be kind.
Let me float or sink, be high or low;
Or let me live with some more sweet content,
Or let me DIE, and so forget what friendship ever meant.

That the last post, hope you enjoy it :) sry :)

A friend in need is a friend indeed

2009-02-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hi ppl, long time no blog le rite, haha cause got reason, :) any way , i blog cause back by popular demand, hahah (Thick skin sio) :), yep any way sry some of the prefect who wanted to change duty but i really got no time to go and see aval slot for you all, and i noe some of u all sae dun want this dun want dat, hmm give me some time i need catch up my studies 1st ok and this fri got PTM (sec 1) so i see u all there, time for socializing hahah :). any way, i need time to adapt to sec 4 too, need to go for SYF (Harmonica band ) too Aim Gold with honers if that the correct spelling , haha

Any way HELLO to the new sec 1 in the band

Good luck 4 those going SYF too :)

Back to my life ba, ppl are changing too, dunno why, after i EMo i realise a lot of thing has happen, i will try my best to hep u all ok. and dun worry ------Ahem...... i will alwyas be the one there for you, no matter wat ok :) must have confidence ok :)

And to some ppl, some thing are not to be judge by one side only, the other party will get hurt too, there is a reason for a person to do that, scrafice is sometimes, needed. A good friend is the one who bail you out of jail. A true friend is the one who stays in it with u.
i willbe the true friend ok, no matter wat happens, there is still me. and too all my firends i will always be a part of you :) you know who to call.
Please understnad some of my action, there is a reason behind it, that i wont harm any one. i realsie a good friend is not you to find, it finds you. when you are indeed a friend to the friend in need :)

YHHB and YHPB JYJY all the wayyy

New found me

2009-01-19T21:37:00.003+08:00

Hi ppl, sry i didnt change blogskin again, cause this few days very lazy to turn on computer heheh:P .

Hmm any way , today was late for meeting hai, i break the trust again, last few weeks still never late now like hai, but anyway i disappoint ppl again......
Any way today cheng Du ppl came again, must interact with them after recess, hai, skip lesson again, i feel very guilty cause once miss i cant catch up anymore, and now is not like then, cause ppl change..... and today PS hiang teck again, oh so sry, ps you 3 times le, sry ....

But went for high acheivers trng again, this time i saw coach isaac, sabby and shawn :).
Coach shawn was taking sec 3 4 D.I.S.C. sabby was taking the sec 2 for peer mediation, and isaac took us the sec 4 for The K&P framework and the topic was, Encourage the heart.

I really did learn a lot as i find out tad all this while i was very hopless, so sucky, i didnt understad ppl and keep disappointing ppl, i realise tad i keep mixing up stuff together to the wrong details,

But now since i understand the mistake now, i will find the solution, to set a goals for myself and keep thing seprate.

Mdm salina was right after all this stress, from peers, studies, work , prefect band, i was about to explode as no one was there for me to encourage me , even the person i hope to have didnt not.

I realsise tad i really am stupid to think i can relay on ppl, in the end , the one who suffers is me.
The pain i had, was not shared to anyone, no one came , no one ask.
But however, i am self dependant now, i noe i need to stand up after my fall, after wat coach isaac have told me, i realise tad i can change the mindset of myself , the useless one, to understand wat all my prefect think and help them find wat leadership means, althought me myslf is not a good leader, but i can teach them from my EXp , and the most i want to chage is the mind set of ppl in YHHB, i want the ppl in yhhb noe the importance of goals and mindset and how powerful can this become, Yhhb if to believe our goals and mindset, SYF 2009 gold with honers is OURS,

To all obstacles, ppl who try to stop me. stress and friendship,
Here i come .

Glass walls

2009-01-08T01:15:00.004+08:00

Guess ppl near me, are wondering wats wrong with me since the start of 2009, seriously i dun noe, i would really like to know the answer myself.

I got info wrong
Do wrong things
Cant study well
drifting away
hear wrong things
say wrong things
Think wrong things
feel wrong things
say wrong things
plan wrong things
assume wrong things
play wrong things
learn wrong things

I seriously dun know wat the hell is wrong with me, in school , i did so many things wrong, day by day, min by min, it nevers stops

why ppl ask, well i tell you I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT IS REALLY HAPPENING,

everyday i disappointed ppl, even if dun blame me, but i still kepp disappointing, till i ..i. .. , i dun know how much i owe le, and i am damm irresponsible, for the case of the jacket,

Even when ask weather the student can move in the hal, i even check with TIC but when comes , the info change again, and see me as i got wrong things again, BUT I DID MAKE SURE , but as i always say i will be still in the wrong.

DO YOU KNOW HOW FASTURATING IS TAD, no i may be smilling out side, i am bleeding painfully,PAINFULLY inside ,the same pain i receive on 2007, the pain tad i thought will never come again, but it does. i do not want to open it as i will never want it to seprate, which i thought will last forever, but by the looks of it now, the pig is closer, now, for i may be usless, i understand the importances of but i hope it will be the best for, however the ones left will never feel good.

The box i lift is getting heavier, the helping are drifting. even the ones i loved and cherish.

the pain will stay , in the hole tad can never open, the disappointment tad expose is too much to seek for forgiveness toak9. sry doesnt seems to be, i agree.

Thepain will never stop till 9k forgives the bads.

apologys are squared, no sincerity came, heart bleeding tad cause this pain.

were said to be tied , feeling is different now, a senior idoit and a catchy drama, were said to be foever.

A hidden friend

2009-01-04T23:19:00.002+08:00

aLOHA ppl :) Blog again, haha after a few days chiong homework , dying soon :).
Oh any way , i relaise something tad i find it touching,
Every time i will make prefect do stuff tad they are suppose to do and some of them will like BO chap, well i experience it and i shall share it. On the 1st day of sch, suppose to do some ushering and helping with the new sec 1 . i was not late, in fact i was damm early, however, thing went wrong too, i disappinted a lot of ppl, but i have to keep a postive attuide as i have to be the speaker of prize presenattion later, so i try not to talk to keep me sadness low, as i was totally freak out, as thing wasnt wat i plan.
But i have noticed tad other than the usual ppl i disappointed, i made someone ppl tad trust in me disappointed too , like mr su, and my sec 4s,
But sec 4 i did not expect you to be so strong even without a leader, all i can say are u all are aready are, just tad i didnt give u all the space to showcase yours. and sec 3s you are not bad as well, both u all are auto piloet, it really touch me a lot, instead of me learning to change ,u all changed me. To someone well u did not lose a friendship but is just tad i do not have the face to face u all anymore, i am to embrassed. But i am not usless :) thx hiang teck for tad one sentance, i got the hint aready.:) is juts tad i need to have more intergrity and more brains tad s all :) see hiang teck i figure it out le :). ok my dearest sec 4 let work together to leave a legacy to the jrs to let them shine, we can do it. !!!!

Wats a synopsis

2009-01-04T20:40:00.001+08:00

Hi ppl, hmm this post is special made form some ppl who keep askin me wats a synopsis, well heres you defination, i hope

A synopsis is primarily a condensation, an outline or a short presentation of an article, of an essay or of a book.
A synopsis is not a list of opinions, or an examination of the feelings and/or conscious states, e.g. likes, dislikes, preferences, annoyances, etc., of the writer of the synopsis.
If the writer wants to addend his or her reactions, he or she must take care to explain all the relevant points in the original article reacted to.

What Should A Synopsis Look Like?

Part A: The Body of the Synopsis -- the minimal conditions
1. First indicate a concern of the author, or a point argued by the author. A complex article will have more than one of these but treat them one by one.
2. What secondary points does the author make to establish the importance of his or her concern, or to reach the conclusion of his or her argument?
3. What reasons does the author give for these secondary points?
4. Answer questions 1, 2, and 3 for each important item in the article.Part B: Reaction and

Evaluation - This is ALWAYS secondary!

1. Your personal judgments must be directed only at items brought up in Part A.
2. Give reasons for your judgments. These can be the citation of counterevidence, concerns about the consequences of the points made by the author, or similar things. These reasons are never just your feelings. Your responsibility as a scholar is to give the reader of your synopsis -- assumed to be someone other than a close friend of yours -- good reasons for agreeing with your evaluations.

New year

2009-01-01T03:56:00.004+08:00

Aloha ppl, long time no meet le:) and happy new year hahah, is 2009 now , iss 2008 ba. all the fun we have together, fun tad last forever :). thx ppl for all the help in 2008, i will work hard in 2009:).
Hmm toking abt new year, maybe i be changing my blog skin and etc, need ask ppl for help cause aku it idiot hahah.:)
Sry i didnt update so long le cause went to many place, taiwan and malaysia and thailand... so busy havin fun tad hw all never do almak OMG need chiong le:)
Cca open house also coming le, and i wish all the sec 1 coming into yhss, good luck:) and sec 2 tad have become sec 3 too:) and my fellow sec 4s and 5s good luck for O level man towards excellence.
Couple of thing to update this year, hmm

Drop Bio
In 4e5
Made more friends
still disappointing ppl
Got fatter(Nafa how sio)
Gotton stupid

Thing i need to change

Get skinner
Get closers to my bros
Get clever
Stop disappointing ppl
dun wear such a big hat with my small head
firm
seriousness
attidue
New bike

Things i dun wan change

My close buddies
my house
parents
love ones
be in yhhb
my brother ship with ppl

Hai so many thing in 2009 man, and is my o level grad year so sad, i will spend all the best time with my buddies and not missing evey moment of it. before we grad :)

Ok need go dream land le, tmr chiong hw at jurong spring mac, at 11 any one wan join?? zzzzzz le

Post

2008-12-02T01:03:00.003+08:00

Hi ppl , yes i am ok thx 4 the concern. Ya you are right augustine, should go 4 holiday and YES i am going to TAIWAN on 5 decc to 11 dec...
ANy way today was a weird day man, went back to sch to do some mass dance, and was disappointed to see so little consent form return hai, only 20 + , ppl this camp is our few heads sweat and blood i hope u all will appraciate. t will benifit u alot :)

After tad had har band meeting at my house, and this dumb me hai as wat hiang teck say HOPLESS LA.... so noob in com, hai..... lucky got nick man...
Any way after tad went mapling, :) with a few close friend, lame rite hai , but it is use to destress too,.
Oh Our Dear HIANG TECK(JOSHUA) going korea tmr hhaha, wish him YI LU SHUN FENG, remember to get something for us hahahah miss u ba :).
Okgtg now tmr i have program too

Oh God , how powerful can you be,

So much tad you can plan my next move and ppl move on me.

But wat doees it mean?

Are givin me a sign?

Are you calling me?

if you really want me to be one,

show me a sign

a powerful one

so much tad i can feel tad love in you...

Thank Hiang teck for the care and knowledge ,and Nicholas for the defination and Daniel for the idea . You Noe wat it mean :)

Bye Bye Hiang teck and Nicholas:)

What is wrong with me!!!!!

2008-11-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

Wat is wrong with me!!! i cant believe i did this !!!!! just because i cant take the stress i am havin now, i shouted at my mom, throw temtrum!!! how can this be, and i treat my friends this way asking and making sure of them wat is wrong with me !!!!! i cant believe it !!!

LEGENDARY LEADERS SUMMIT'08

2008-11-21T22:50:00.002+08:00

LEGENDARY LEADERS SUMMIT@JALAN BATERA CAMPSITE 18 nov -21nov
This leadership camp was the bestcamp i have ever been, no matter how nice other camp was, it cannot replac this camp.
This is the camp tad really inspire me to really believe my self and hvethe confidence to lead.Althoght i was tought, wakin up at 2am to donight walk and going thru mentally and physically challange, this has really help me find my strength and weakness, tad i have nevr known.
This camp has also allow me t network with other leaders to allow me to noe tad i am notth only leader who walkthis path, i have my friends around me, the qoute from the instructor:A leader`s path is not easy to walk /follow but with perserverance,confidence and the right mindset/values, you can do it.... and a special meassage from an instructor : Melvyn, Believe in yourself, yo can do it.. if you dun believe in yurself, eople cant believe in you. Make the change you want inyur school, no matter wat, thre will always be some one who believe in you:).
I must say tad this was the messge tad make me keep thinking the whole of the nite, dun worry i will make te change, from this post onwards i am a change melyn.
I will leave a legacy for my jrs to folo. the camp was really very nice , we had dance music and lectur, but this was no ordinary, every one there have a common vision , toenjoy the camp, we really REALLY had the time of our life, to really enjoyig eading and ejoyin the dance, it was so touching when everyone raise their cup to cheer for our sucess.
The thinking tad i am head prefect knowing so less of my people and leading almost to failure was my greatest regret in my secondry scho life, i have never take the intergrity to noe more of my mates and alwaysgiving nicholas to do the job, s nicholas , the last day of the camp on your public apology i accept it but we are quits now, you have helped me too much now. Thx Hiang teck for the suppo to, and eugene goh, now ishall continue this journey with the least thinkin of ppl are there to spot my mistajke, i must hav my own integrity.The prefectorial has been in the stage of storming for too long, now my vision for the board is to move to the next step, norming, if you dun understand is ok, i will teach during the prefect camp. i will sow seed into the sec 2s now , to allow them to outshine us te seniors, to make mmy vision to come true, i cantbe the one who will eventually bring the board into the next level, but i can be the one who start it.
Prefetorial board, GET READY FOR THE NEXT LEVEL,i m coming in with a boost of confidence, no matter how mny times i fail, but FAILURE IS A STEP FOWARD, i will never gi up cause i noe i believe in my se, and there is someone there w believe i ca do it too. Here coms the new MELVYN :):)

My new Hand phone G705 SONY ERICSSON:)

2008-11-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

Today, my very good dd bought me a new phone hahah, sony G705 HAHAH cool rite

Include bluetooth headset tooo

Special post

2008-11-10T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl, this post is specially 4 someone, well it happens like this i dunno why i felt this wayy but it is just tempeoroy anger, some times i feel that doing something for the one close to you is usless, i mean i dun feel the same way, all i have been doing is caring but i feel like it is harming me??
I mean actually we were going to do something, but then after tad the time dunno why like rubber like tad all of a sudden drag drag drag, then the days plan is ruin, hai, but nvm,
Dunno how to say, hmm but this is just temp anger so dunt care abt it , ok ..., tmr i be fine :)
LOL but this is just a lamster laming on something, so relax :) understand ...... u noe mood swing, haha, any way i got a bit slight fever now so got anything call me ok :)haha , i am really a lamster...

Back from hang zhou

2008-11-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl i am back from hang zhou, i miss all of you so much , any way there are some photo below on my trip, but not all cause i dunno how to upload all:p. oh yes brother, i got it stop spamming, hahah.

China was fun especially the weather very relaxing, not as humid as singapore:)

However it is very dangerous there as if u are not use to the weather there, it may be dangerous 4 u :), the first day was just some admin this lor, going to shanghai, and ther take a painful 4 hrs of bus jurony to hang zhou.

The food there was very salty and very sweet adn damm oily, but we have to respect their calture, so we just ate .

The 2nd day, we went to the famos da mao xiang primary school, it was the main organiser 4 the event. the toilet was so damm short, i can event see wat is the ppl beside doing, you noe wat i mean. oh and our bus got into an accident, it hit the overhead bridge lamp, and shatter our window, lucky no one was injured.

The 3rd day , we were still practicing 4 the competition, but we went to see the opening cermony of the 7th asia pacfic harmonica festival, and MR TANG our conductor played a solo haha so nice

The 3rd day we still practice 4 the competition, and i was interview by some china tv on this event and u noe my chinese was so u noe, i had to struggle to answer their question, hai so shameful :p.

The 4th day opur competition came, i heard tad all the singapore solo and duet lost left our yuhua sec.

we had a tought time fighting against all the other country.

Finally when the result came althought we lost the main band cat.

BUT WE WON CHAMPION FOR THE CREATIVE CAT arrrrr i was so happy, 1st in the 7th asean harmonica festival ,

The 4th day , we went to xi hu, it is in one of the pic below, wa it is so relaxing.

The 5th and 6th day was the same sight seeing, i had a great experience for this trip .

getting to noe more abt my ppl. the next objective for YHHB IS syf 2009 GOLD WITH HONOUR OK?? HAHA, LET WORK HARD TOGETHER :)

sOME OF hANG ZHOU PIC

2008-11-07T22:12:00.003+08:00

Me and shannon at hang zhou

Nice rite the place

After shopping

Me and Nu er

:)

Sry this is just some of the pic in hang zhou, cause i dunno noe how to upload everything

You can find all at my friendster

Away

2008-10-29T00:15:00.004+08:00

Hi ppl , i will be away to Hang Zhou fo rmy band competition from 30 oct - 6nov.

I will miss all of you boo hoo hoo.. sad sad
Miss Ah teckii birtay and hema birthdy sry

MY bro bd

2008-10-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 9 more days to JOSHUA NG HIANG TECK BIRTHDAY :-) 15 YEAARS OLD LIAO :):):):):):):):):):):):)

Holiday=busy

2008-10-24T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi ppl , sry long time no post liao, i noe my blog rotting and ODIE i post liao hor... Any way this few weeks, a lot of thing had happen and a lot of them has to do with my own fault.
Thx to some ppl to be by my side, when i really need a sholder to cry on, espically JON and ODIE :) thx baby.

For those ppl who really want to noe wat really happen , this is wat happen,
Last mon i went vivo to watch `HOUSE BUNNY` with part of my class, i lost my wallet and it include my IC, EZlink, MY TKD `BLACK BELT PASS`, money:( and a lot more, but the worst isnt this , it was the conflict with my parents , and the harm of my friends. tad feeling was really..... i had to run away from home to cool myself down, i have never done tad in my whole life, but i really want to thank HIANG TECK and NICHOLAS, for the soothing words and advice, thx .

The other is my result . Althoght i improve my L1R4/L1R5, postition and class position. i was not happy, cause i disappointed a lot of ppl who helped me, ppl like MR SU, MR TAN, MISS CHEONG and a lot more. and i really am damm stupid, i knew prefect camp cant be held on 17th but i did nothing to stop it, arggg how fastrating is tad, stupid man , how usless am i ..........

I am leaving to Hang Zhou on the 3o OCT to 6 Nov and i going to miss my best bud birthday, sry :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(, dui bu qi, i get a present 4 u ok:)... But this Hang Zhou had really test my limit man, weather is acadmically, mentally, physically, and muscially, i am challanged too. As you know there is a holiday lesson on the 29 to the 6,, and wat the teachers is going to teach is not going to be taught again, and i really need tad time to learn and i cant belevie it . I AM MISSING IT。。。。。。 How am i going to cathc up and i really need that cathch up, or i really have no time left, some body tell me how, should i blam the sch 4 losly planning, or is it i have too much thing to do / attend. how howhow.......... god damm it man....

In prefect , however i am really putting hope on the sec2 , please help me continue my journey, the rest is up to u all, althought is sadning to see some of u all leave espically those potential ones, but u are the elities, so u all can do it.

I am having so many thing to do with so little time, hope i didnt like ps some ppl, cause i am really busy this hoilday , i hope u all understand :)

But i still will relax, sometimes by playing table tennies with dog and nick, they are the best man,
Thx best friend, and pork.

Update

2008-10-18T22:56:00.005+08:00

Hey ppl check out the new playlist, i have

River dance finale
Love story-taylor swift
Endless love(the myth)
Endless love(instrument)
Riverdance theme song which is the same as the 1st one

Please enjoy espically YHHB ppl please get used to the song :)

Riverdance

2008-10-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=related&v=Mn23a4EriCE

Hi ppl i found the rea link for riverdance, YHHB please take a look to famliarse with the song and see the awesome dance

:)

2008-10-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

today woke up at 9+ liek tad wa finally can sleep so late but i went to je to study with , Hiang teck, jerlyn, shannon, nick and ced andpw. we went to long john as there were no space but in the end got kicked out, so we went to Hiang teck palce to study i love his house man, every time i go there i feel so relax, NICE CONDO, ANY way , they all started playin and bully me taking my thing and playin wath me then after tad went home as TECK need to go help his friend , after tad i help hiang teck do the phy notes until now, even as i am blogging , i am waithing for my poor hian teck to reach home so i can sent him the files, poor hiang teck sia, such a good friend and a great bro :):) any way today children day hahaha, so fun .... adn then tmr must cheiong liao cause fri got phy and geog, hai. any way i feel better liao thx ppl.

I was thinking is cloning really possible, i really wanted a clone 4 my self hahah, but not a clone of me, ...., maybe a friend, a close friend maybe, so i will get to spent 24 hrs with him every day, but i wonder if the clones think the same and do the same thing as the originals, hahah

To eugene goh, i blog u liao hahah :):)

To cedric, u are named in my blog,

To nick you are thanked in my blog,

To lincoln, you are still here,

To Hiang teck , you are loved in my blog

To you , you are reading my blog :):) heheheheheh

Good luck 4 EYE everyone and hope YHHB will work hard 4 Hang Zhou,

Majo get a thubdrive 4 the video

Loney

2008-09-30T14:52:00.003+08:00

Wat is wrong these few days man!!!! i cant take it . i did not noe wat i did now the intensity is so high i am going to break down anytime!!!!!!!!!, now the influence is spreading so much tad i am really feeling damm damm bad.

SO freak out this week, before chi exam, got too EMO because of, then cant even think of the test and dragged some ppl down , 2 minutes before exam start, someone took my dictionary then in the end lucky ced lend me or else did le. lucky after tad someone help me chill out thx someone.

I am also going crazy!!!!! i cant even do a simple test no matter how simple i keep failing, my pillars of support is also falling. I FEEL SO USELESS, I CANT EVEN EXCEL IN MY FAVOURITE THINGS, NOR ANYTHING I CANT EVEN GET FACTS RIGHT !!!!! i keep surpressing people because of the wrong thing i did , within the 4 of us, i am the worst, the loser, the lowest in acadmic, not a good HP, cant even do the simple thing, nor plan it.!!!!!! i keep thinking if i have a chance to get to a roof top , i will end my trouble there , i do not need any stress, no one to betray you, dun have to care 4 anything.

I have disappointed a lot of people, wats the point of staying!!! i just feel so tired so usless so ....

i DUN Noe how to continue this journy any more, i just try my best , but i am still useless, i cant even help out my friends anything nor even the one i understand the most!!!! Simply to put it I AM SO DAMM USELESS, AND JUST A HUMAN WITH NOTHING ANYMORE. I AM SORRY TO SOME PEOPLE WHO LOOK UP TO ME AS A ROLE MODEL, I AM SORRY I DISAPPOINTD YOU ALL:~
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Xzamsss

2008-09-26T19:57:00.004+08:00

Ha today is the 1st day of EYE social studies paper- haha i enjoy doing the paper thank you nicholas for the notes.English paper 1 - writing funny stories.....any way i want to thank nicholas tei for:

All the thing u done for me

Lecturing me

suaning me

Reprimanding me

massaging me

conforting me

not wishing good luck to me

hitting me

saying i fat, but you look rich too hahah

doing proposal for me

making me jelous

Any way sorry abt wat happen (hehehe) sorry sorry:p

Hai there is something tad happen again, sad sad

Seem like all the fun thing i like is so difficult to get it

when u never fall u never learn

patience for you have breach

patience for me is going boom

see u like this every day hurts me a lot

but in the end,i will soon have to hurt you

because of the stubbornous you gave,

i have a greater amount of pain i will get. family problem is always the worst

Thank you

2008-09-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hi Friends,
I believe some people may have sense that something is wrong with me and start conforting me, for those people i really want to thank you. let me eleborate.
As these few weeks as you noe a lot of thing is happening to me, i beigin to change my character, get very irratating, hackcare abt some thing . FOR THAT I AM REALLY SORRY, i guess this is how i vent my stress ba, cause even some of my friends are not understanding me and i dun want to show you all the EMO side of me, well i guess this is how i dealth with it,

I really like to thank ppl who gave me advice, confort me, all of a sudden closness with me. i really appraciated tad. sorry for shannon jerlyn and gang tad i PS you all those few weeks, cause there is a reason behind it.

Any way back to my life again, well as usual my a math and e math and bio is really giving me headech, a math 20 over 60 wa, i really practice very hard but i still cant understand why i just cant do it when i am doing a test. it is so irrating, BIO i have to stress myself to learn as i really want to do miss cheong proud and myself .A mtah e math , i really disspoint a lot of ppl ,espically those who supported me , i am really sorry.And toking abt math, Hiang teck if you see this relax ok:) you just have to know tad i will be there for u when u need it, dun get too upset abt the marks, most importanly is abt the knoledge to do on tad day ok :).

Today is Jerlyn birthday happy 16 years old jerlyn :P, can go watch NC 16 le hahah, sry cant celebrate with you today, cause i got too many thing to do liao.
0700 - 1600 @ school study study
1645 - 2200 @ tuition centre study study
so sry abt tad.

Ok enought abt me.
I Really really really really really really really want to say a big Thank you , To all my friends really, ppl like OBS PPL thaks for the motivation, ok when there is a will there is a way hpe to meet u all again,
Xstudent thank for being there to help out and give advice everytime, you all are really like my uncle hahaha,
3E5 for being so fun everytime
Teachers to support me and council me:)
AND Finally I AM PROUD TO SAY my best friend, thx for being there indirectly, i noe you scold for the better of me, i think you should know that is you ba . thx best friend meow wroof.

and thx for some ppl tad i always tad that you are not there but actually you are, thx

I just want to thank anybody tad i noe, THANK YOU,

OH any way prefects keelp you 17, 18 19 of december free, as you will get to have fun with me and the camp, this time got smt speical , OUR VERY OWN PREFECT CAMP TEE hhaha hope u all will come this time is gonna be special.
EXCO keep 16 17 18 19 free, we camp one more day more than them, we going to have steamboat bonding dinner, it will be fun so i hope u all will come help me plan the event i cant do it alone. Lets us all work together as one ok:):):):)

The wind is changing direction,

My friends are coming back,

maybe because of the darkside that prevents me from seeing them

but tad doesn t mean tad all trouble will be gone,

this is just the beginning

hope to keelp everything like this,

i dun want to loose my friend again like last year

i am scared

to loose a friend again

so please i have to cherist mt friends.

END

Love suan-ning DOG

Fasturated

2008-09-21T00:09:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of band practice, but hai, i should feel bad cause we are going HANG ZHOU for competition, but however, i see ppl are not serious in this,usually band is a place i enjoy the most out of stress and doing my favourite thing playin music, but so far it changes now how i wish if i dun need to go i will not go , cause i see no fun there any more,,,,, instead i feel worried for the band,. YHHB takin part in the band cat and creative cat which we haven even noe how to play , and now left bloody less 10 days of practice left after the exam, HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW, i noe when there is a will there is a way but the way isnt enought to win the competition, i want to do YHHB a good name, but i dun think i every will.

I have lost hope to fight for it

This isnt wat it should be

People say they know wat they are doing

How true is tad??

There isnt any sense of urgency there anymore

My playground has fallen

My love for something is gone

Instead i got stress in return.

Help is needed just call out.

Today also got Exco meeting, But all my Exco has become....I am really trying, why cant anybody see it and help it!!! all of complaint have been taken seriously by me but talk but no action, i have none of the heart to punish you , but i got legs over my head now, define help , sry seems like help is nowhere found in everyones dictionary. Care is also gone, i have shown it but no one understand the care i give , wats the use now !!!

Even i ever tad the who should be my b friend is fading away, loneless is coming to me,no one understand how i feel now.

Patience is thing that prevent ... thing from happening

But it has limit

Onces limt is breach

Who knows wat will happen

Friends are your supporting pillars

who seems to be falling

help is a way of calling

which cannot be understand

Care is something tad you shows someone

and love and help the person

I found it going down the drain

Darkness is a disease tad is painful

Creeping to me day by day

Love is something i am finding

but a sholder tad is from the freezer has been given

Time heals the wound

Which makes other feel better

and is killing me

Friends

The stress is getting nearer but i am still trying to stand up to face it, i am tired, but there is no one i can go to anymore, no one anymore.... thing are getting difficult for me but easier for them, i am really tired, sombody help me!!!!!

Stop the pain now, EVERYONE

DOwned

2008-09-11T17:32:00.008+08:00

Hi people, sry so long didnt blog le, cause the moment i got back from OBS so much things happen and i dunno wat is going on with me,
*Prefects
*Acadmic dropping
*Band things
*Something happen with .......
*Frineds Emoing
*EYE
*Cheer up
*Prefect mag
*OBS mag
Hai so many things man, and the worst is something is happening with me and the p..., i need to stay away for a while , it is really so complicated i dun know wat is going on!!!!! Help me i didnt mean

And hi OBS people, sry didnt online so long le,oh anyone got photo of OBS can sent me thx.

To talk abt prefects , prefect sry sec 3 prefect of wat happen , but can u all try to understand thx:( There is a few ppl i would like to thank but it doesnt mean if i didnt put your name it means tad i dun want to thank you, all of u are important to me,
*Nicholas-for being there
*Johnson-To understand wat is going on and thx for everything.
*Navin-To still continue doing you duty without complain
*Gurmeet-to be there for every one and doing ur duty
*Yu ting-to take care of prefect and doing duty.
*Kai yuan - to be there indirectly
*And all sec 2 and 3 prefect to stay commited
I am sry if u all dislike the board, i have to admit i didnt take it propely when i first got it, i hope to meet all sec 3s to talk abt everything.

People to thx
Hiang teck(bro)-Thx for all the suaning , and encouragement but dun be too emo, and i will owe u

Hema-for being there

Valan- To be such a cute nu er

Ai po- to be my CLOWN

. now back to everything, EYE also coming le and i dun think i am prepared, i hope to stay in this class 3e5, well partly because of the subject. but mostly of a few ppl :)

But sry p...s i dun think i want to talk to u all for the moment, is either me or u all, but i hope i did nothing to u .......

sorry shannon

3E5 ROCKED

2008-08-24T00:27:00.002+08:00

3E5 In the olden days
3E5 after technology being introduce(funny they look the same)
3e5 having fun;)
Fun again:) 3e5 rocks

Intersting photo

2008-08-21T20:46:00.001+08:00

This is my Present class 3E5 AKA Pervy class

Mr Su and Mr Aw dancing with the prefect`s one of a kind photo rite hahah ;)

A very old memory 1E8 2006

2008-08-16T23:25:00.004+08:00

This is sec 1E8 (o6) all so innocent and cute i miss old time, i miss u all.....i miss the character in u all.Any one wan this pic can ask from me, leave ur msn

The day before the day of the day

2008-08-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hi people again sry didnt blog for so long sry miss straaten. cause i been busy mah got suntec performance for harmonica band, and got NDP to practice and lately my grades are droping that why seldom on computer...s hai all the so called important teachers start to complain abt my school work le say i drop a lot.NVM MELVYN JIA YOU, but theres one person i want to thank and tis person has been helping me for very long le, he is non other than Joshua Ng Hiang Teck. Thx ah teck for helping me record homework,motivate me and as well as comfort me thk a lot bro. But other than his help i must work hard on my own lor,but the teachers also very funny, they want the NDP to turn out well but they keep on giving test and after sch activity and make less time 4 me to practice then they complain !!!!!!!! hais, i never seen the sec 1 as full strength for practice before and tmr is the day and so many thing still haven do WTH ks any way thex for reading my blog and happy bd darling(li kuang) :) 15 years le :). k i gtg le or else tmr late wa every thing in water le any way thx hiang teck for all your support my best pale/bro

S t r e s s

2008-07-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

Hello again :), hai today is a damm weird day i wasnt event prepared 4 the oral exam and in the end i got distinction ... after the oral miss straaten told me tad i got distinction then i was like diao.... oh and then mr su said that teachers are prasing tad prefect are very good hahaha i was so happy :)

Ya then comes the well u noe part where i was stressed out hai... mrs ko was teaching the trigo R formula and she just like machap like never teach like tad she just rush thru everything and expect me to undrstand hai... then she also gave homework which i think i dun even bothr to do i think, ya then tad miss winata all of a sudden say :class tmr u have a trigo test. i was like :zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz and tmr i still got BIO test on respiration and excreation and it is aready so difficult and still got a damm TRIGO test sian man WAT IS WRONG WITH ME , i been slacking these few days not doing homework and doing event after event delay test after test. hai . but luckly i still have something that can help me destress hahah. which is playing music hahah any instrument can make me feel better. oh ya and miss straaten ask me to help play drum 4 her sis band when they come 4 NDP haha althought i didnt learn drums nor any one teach me drums (except when i was sec 1 where senior teach me basic) i am trying to use feeling to play these 3 years, so i try to play 4 miss straaten sis band :) haha okok ... Nabilah birthday is coming soon hahah

Racial harmony/Unhappy things again.

2008-07-21T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps,Today is the actual day of Racial Harmony:) all our hardwork had paid off :) we really rocked the house man. welll of course at the part i song with shannon i was like OUT OF TUNE ! :~ BUT luckily the dance paid off `It the time to disco` hahaha cool man, But after the performance hai still got BIO :( i was aready very tired and tmr i still have trigoo and circle propertites test . and i dun understand anything hai...... anyway after i returned home with shannon and jerlyn and johnson, i was so damm tired then i went to sleep and something happen again, affter RHD someone said he was leaving the sch i was like so...so.. i dun noe how to say hai but this really impacted me a lot and he is in my class !!!! and the board... so when i was sleeping . i dreamed of all my secondary friend including my jrs and teachers and i was graduating, and i was leaving them and i dun noe wat this feeling is but i felt very bad like i am dying. now i really understand , i must treasure my secondary life now before this dream really comes true. i miss my friends a lot i want to see them now!!!!!!! i dun want to leave my friends or the school,hai but i noe it will not happen, i los a friend aready am i am soon going to loose one again. i hope tad person wont leave but i noe is 4 his own good.

Head/hate day

2008-07-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hi people, hai sry actually i dont feel like posting cause i am really tired really tired, i doing the proposal for RHD then i very sian then i come and blog one, hai
i still got a lot of homework to do sry bb

Yuhua Harmonica Band Memories

2008-07-10T23:31:00.005+08:00

This is all about the fun laughter and harmony we have in YHHB Enjoy it.And of course , the past and present of the YHHB.

Video on yhhb cca orentation 2008

2008-07-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

Enjoy :)

Yuhua Harmonica past pictures

2008-07-10T22:58:00.001+08:00

Yuhua Harmonica band @ THE ESPLANDE 2006
YHHB Genting trip 2007
The percussion 2006
The teachers in charge 2007
YHHB ANNUAL camp at BBhill 2007

Koda(my favorite cartoon character) so cute rite

2008-07-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

Koda
Brother bear koda
koda

koda and fish

Sway day

2008-07-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl, got well sleep, tmr is X country, hai sian man today so many crazy thing happen , morning got meeting and ppl never come hai then i also got no heart to punish them but i noe i must, pe cancel and got math test,and then all the sec 3 prefect are not doing their duty despite the countless effort of remiding,hai. i going to set a rule liao and this time i going to excute it.

Hai then i dunno why shannon in the morning cry so poor thing, and the stupid stess i having omes again... and miss straaten today never come cause got her grad hahah. congrate girl, ur head is square now.

The new NIE math teacher also very evil, hai give us so much homework , i noe is 4 our own good but we also have our commitment mah, anyway i need ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ liao or else tmr cant wake up. Oh ya i remember something today after BIO Apple came to hiang teck and keep touching his face,chest and well u noe eeee, and she come to me and also touch, i feel so `eeee like ga na moslested` eee and then Hiang teck go touch her Ahemm haha. wth kk i go ZZZ liao bb

Update

2008-07-09T21:51:00.003+08:00

Hi Hi . sry abt the very damm long never post, i noe my blog dying le rite. hai sry lah espically JERLYN. i got MYE to concentrate mah and the super duper stessful head prefect to matter ma.OH wth scchool reopen liao and i played for youth day. haha i didnt expect to be so high tad day... oh i got a new form teacher haha HER name is miss marcia straaten PERVY. haha well she is a good teacher. HAi must type in proper english le later she scold haha, anyway haha i dun care, but in sch i will care lah sry miss marcia if u see this :-). oh i learn a new word from her . haha is ...is...is... shit i dun know how to spell ,miss marcia if u noe this word can spell 4 me :) is a eng word but sound like a india word is a pervy word, miss marcia i noe u noe wat word is tad hahah.is abt girls inner wear. hahah dun think dirty hor is good to learn new word hor.

Hai well i am back in school and a damm a lot of activites are need to plan . sian leh and it is very tiring hai, the event like ndp, rhd,ptm all so busy planning. and tad stupid teacher keep giving homework and test and rushing thru lesson until i damm stress, hai no one can ask also . so suffering sia. well i go do her homework liao. may be next time then post cause com got virus. ok bb :)

Parting buddy will miss u

2008-04-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

Well to start i meet this friend at sec1 till now but wont say all this shit. all u ppl need to know is he is a very clever person and well powerful . if i am rite he is leaving in 3 mth . hai i noe he leave is good 4 him but all of those ppl around him will fell bad one like jerlyn hai, anyway i cant say anymore or i will break down , anyway hope he b well out there.

. and abt last week i was sleeping until i dream of my previous band (underage1) we were also parting away and never to meet again. i woke up with a start and i cried OMG this is the 1st time i will cry because of this thing, it was like 4 am but i oke up and think of all the good times we had together the rusing after school to jam. the always fun bus journey, to kai shu daniel doing funny thing, the chen hui joke and aunty shu jun all makes me go sad. i rreally miss old times i miss them SO MUCH it is so painfuly just to think of them now.

I dun noe y but this week i keep thinking of the past now i am very EMO because of 2E8 2007. i miss tad class so much too now i am in this stress class , everyone so diff , of course in 2e8 i also hate a lot of ppl but tad what make up tad fun class, i really cant adapt to 3e5 now because i miss 2e8 too much . i need to forget this class to continue my journey but i really just cant, hai anyone help me plz....

2008-04-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl , i going to change skin after MYE so plz hold on. oh yesterday i went celebrate shannon bd at chevron,we all play bowling but no so fun like last time cause one of my ~sis! tell me abt someone leaving, then i become very sad but i have to cheer up as i dun want tad person to feel sad , i noe him leaving our school is 4 his own future but is very difficult 4 us to accept him but i will understand him, and make him happy 4 these 3 mth will cont after this post or this happy one will be emo post. k where were we :) oh ya MYE is coming and i have a very stress time,tmr will be my 1st paper and then is going to be tough as all the subject all mix together so difficult to study, hai but what can we do , we have to keep studying.

My A math,Emath Bio,Chem and geog all very weak and got no time to study all, hai... well as what my form teacher say have to pirorotise kk see my next post 4 story on him.

Pics

2008-04-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

Sorry people

2008-04-16T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hry sry ppl , my blog dying le rite hai too busy lah MYE coming, oh no i didnt purposly choose this skin ,is just temp learning how to use. and ppl plese leave ur link at the tag board thx so i can link u and state hu u are. sry busy busy will post a proper one in 2 wk time tag please thx oh even those who u thik i ardy have put ur link there thx.once enoght thx

Lame

2008-03-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hey hey sorry didt post again forget ,hehe :-). any way i am not going to post again as in not soon after this post,very busy on speech day.

Any way HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGUNE GOH (march 22)Wish you will always be CUTE haha.

Oh this week i got a lot of practice on speech day very busy and still so many homework.hai.

Oh good news MY math teacher mrs ko has not been coming to sch 4 2 days haha so relax .But today i have to conduct band practice again ,and daniel never come 4 practice again so boring lah. and then after band , dunno why jerlyn and nickolas quarrel . ooo i just hate quarrels cause i am always the one ga na sandwitch.

Oh abt somethis embaress was on mon. i was doing parade comminding everything went smoothly at 1st but when going to end i turn around and shouted the wrong command arr so pai say. i will never do PC again this week except 4 today as nick last min cant do .

Well i haven revise 4 thurs BIO test gtg bb :-0

Fri

2008-03-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl , sry i didt update espically(jerlyn) lol. :) any way actually today want go jurong east study one but last min noe today libary not open hai sian . so i stay at home study lor,

Well not so bad lah , i can use com and plus today is good friday must be postive. but anyway tmr still got band speech day and the Mr tang very what lor , he go choose those song to play 4 speech day he think ppl will like it sian. well is going to be another boring performace.

Oh err last wed is sport day then actually want to post one but forget sry :-)

Last wed got a lot of thing to say lor, after sport day , me nick, shannon, jerlyn, johnson,soo gek and hui lan go play bowling, haha so fun and funny but i so sway when nick go home liao i was abt to bowling when i dunno how fell down and slip wa lao shannon laugh until like u noe lol.

Then all of us got name (the bloody family) I was bloody pig leg(ti kar). nick was bloody pork chop. shannon is bloody bamboo, jerlyn is bloody big mouth, johnson was bloody shampoo, soo gek was bloody potato and hui lan is bloody aunty hah so lame. any way below are the photo of the zero to hero 3 underage competition , i was the bassist haha and was complimented haha oh and we lost the competition , not like the previous underage we got champ haha i cant forget tad feeling. well enjoy dont forget to tag. see i update le hor bloody big mouth.:)

Zero to hero 3 competition(my cam)

2008-03-21T23:35:00.001+08:00

The zero to hero instructor performing
All the ppl in zero to hero 3
WARRICK my tution teacher, friend and vocalists of underage 2
Me getting ready to play
Enjoying the song

The 15 march zero to hero 3 competition (not my cam)

2008-03-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

Me playin bass from the fingering i think is wonderwall
The 2nd best bassist of underage (cool rite the bass)
HAi dun need me to say who is this le rite
Underage (2 )2008

crazy day

2008-03-12T22:05:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl :) sorry didt update very long le, very busy mah,hai fri i got jammin with my band for 15 march the competition and sat also and sun too tad y no time.

then mon i at chalet with my cousin and broke my wrist from bowling so sway. oh any way today i was damm sway too lah.

In the moring got mrs ko leasson is a holiday still have to study, then after tad i went to eat mac with nick and meet at jurong east libary to study with jerlyn ,soo gek and shannon. actually i go there also cant concentrate got too many ppl le i prefer to study in school , and i realise tad i couldnt slack anymore i need to buck up le.

Hai just to think of the band competiton. it is on this sat and my band is like so slack lah , how to win 1st hai. ;) kk i have to go now tmr i got prefect day gtg sleep early bb. oh these are some photo tad we took on miss xie last day. enjoy bb :)

photo on miss xie last day

2008-03-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

Tired day 6.3.08

2008-03-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

Yo , how u ppl feeling :). i feel damm tired lor. today woke up at 6 + go sch,then yesterday after sport heat go home chiong homework until very late but still miss out one Emath homework but i do the A math until very late lor.

k lets see what happen in sch today, oh ya today got social studies test lor then yesterday never study hai sure fail liao and before the test i run here run there to help teacher whoa so tired then go bk class lucky mr nazri give us one period to study and nick lent me his notes to study or else will fail even worst oh ya nicholas if u read this can u sent me ur notes 4 principal of good governance thx.

oh ya where was i... ar ya then during recess nick go look 4 nithia 4 tad day happen the thing (refer to tue march 4) and they two quarrel i was like err what am i doing here i sholdnt be here. but when i try to wiggle away nick tell me stop moving and respect ppl so i just stand there EMO lor what to do :( i just listen them fight lor, in the end nithia angry then walk off lor. but on my comment , sometimes loosing is a good way of winning . hahaha

Oh i forget to mention today is also a sad day as my chinese teacher (xie lao shi) today last day teaching AND i forget to bring cam to take photo arrrrrrrr. But after school i took some photo with her in her cam . all i want to say is : xie xie Xie lao shi , thank 4 torlarating us , sry if we make u angry good luck for your A levels and keep in touch with us hor.

After taking photo with her . i have to attend Bio class (my favorite lesson) and it start around 215 and ends at 4, so i went home after this and was thinking if i see jerlyn and i really saw her i went out to eat with her and while eating. the dumpling hor and the xiao qiang come to me and say i love krstal and this remind of what happen .

Madm fauzana returned me my journal and one of the topic was on valantimes day and some idotic freaks go write i love krystal there and the hand writing is same as mine .OMG and all of my class mate actually belive tad is me tad wrote tad but is not i soom pa. i wonder who is the kpo person who do such idotic stuff. anyway dont forget to tag bb.:-)

sport heat contd

2008-03-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

what is so intersting
cheese
look at erin and fong may mouth

Sport heat

2008-03-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

The timekeepers
Me and musarrat
Erin wants a hug!!!
From left(davina,li hui,fongmay,me(top),brandon,klinton)

5 march 08(sport heat)

2008-03-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

HALO thank for tagging everyone,ai today i can say is hmm half fun half boring day. In the morning,i noe i got prefect meeting at 645 , i woke up at 559 but when i make may way to school is ardy 650 ai then nicholas protect me until i go then he scold the others 4 being late,

sorry ppl. then after tad cause today is sport heat`s so as a prefect i have the previllage to leave school early , i met up with kilton, brandon,eugune,li hui,davina,fongmay etc to eat and raymond gave us a treat whao so rich hor.

My father then agree to sent eugune and ming jie to the staudium but by the time we reach there we are late Hai today i always late late.

after giving out the duties to prefect. i went to take pictures of the event using nicholas new SLR cam , u wan see ,go his blog see. oh then tad idotic Ai po go bring her dog to the event and come and action abt her dog, hai this morning still say i am a bad conductor.OF COURSE LA, this is the first time conducting harmonica band la wth, and i never learn before leh, and still say u noe how to conduct (cought cought) wa lao dont wat face leh.

then the event ends around at i think 4+ which by then i am dead beat , i didt expect being a photographer is so tiring lor. after the event ends i actually wanted to eat with brandon and klinton they all but i am so tired tad i rather go home so i went home with nick,lincoln,wesly,jun de,johnson and xinhui which the both of them bully me in the bus. on the way back i saw shannon walking home by herself, arrr i feel so guilty she only one girl walking home hai (OOI, those ppl who any how think better think postively hor is not what u think hor espically those who know what happen before).

ya where was i oh. after i went home i thought of sleeping till tmr but remember today mrs ko got give Amath home work ,to make matter worst is a new topic which is mysterious to me hai kk i need go study le bye remember to tag hor.

4th March 08

2008-03-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

Whoa this is my first time writing a blog ,haha so fun.
hai but also cannot stay 4 too long still got so much homework hai. Anyway today also so stress got A math test which is so difficult and complicated hai

and somemore during recess i stay in class to revise and then nithia and irfan doing patrolling come and scold me say y i never go down then after tad they ga na scolding from jun feng i feel sorry for them ,but then after nicholas use the same err u know mtd . i feel ok le hai. after school during band ,Madm peng ask me to conduct Canon for the band , whow so pai say leh but i try ti force myself to move but move until so nan kan. after tad as usual i go home with jerlyn,shannon go eat ice then shannon accidently break the bowl haha her face so funny when i reach home which is now and now as i am typing nicholas call me wait ar i answer his call 1st.. diao he want me to foward him the prefect list 4 tmr sports heat event hai...then nicholas remind me to do ptm for this friday and it clashes with my bands jammin time and i have to plan to let nick do . oh any way tmr got prefect meeting at 645, any way remember to tag , .well got to chiong homework le byes :)